Grace's Sweet Home

Am i really a good Helper?

2011-04-21T01:54:00.000+08:00

I bet every friend of mine will said: "Yes".

Today I found myself keep playing this role non-stop.
Well, not only today, but somehow today i a bit sensitive with this job.

Helper?
What does mean a Helper?

someone offer help? someone lend a hand when a person need help? bla bla bla...

I not complaining being a helper
yet i found myself become lost when playing this role as a helper.

Lost? Why?

I keep help people doing thing
while myself actually haven't settle my own stuffs.
So i should examine this problem as getting become a good and effective helper actually will ruin myself in one day. I believe that so.

So, am i happy being a helper now?
Definitely NO..coz i am so tired and sleepy right now.

However, being a helper actually is a good thing.
We should help people while we have ability
But depends our strengths.

Don't be too over and should take care of myself first..
So i guess i should go to sleep now
Otherwise tomorrow I no need to do my work again =(

Good nite Helper..NOW you officially OFF.

My old friend is coming back =(

2011-02-20T21:18:00.004+08:00

my old friend dumped me since 17dec.

She/He did not come to visit from the day he/she left til today.

Honestly, I kinda hope I never make a friend with him/her coz i does not like him/her at all.

Although undeniable he/she always motivated me to move on

but he/she likes to spoil my mood too.

Today you came back,

I know you miss me.

But i felt irritating and uncomfortable.

I need more time, please. Leave me alone.

I hate you, my old friend = STRESS

Johari Window

2011-01-27T09:11:00.001+08:00

Arena

(known to self and others)

confident, extroverted, friendly, helpful, trustworthy

Blind Spot

(known only to others)

able, adaptable, bold, brave, calm, caring, cheerful, clever, dependable, energetic, giving, happy, idealistic, independent, intelligent, kind, knowledgeable, logical, loving, mature, organised, powerful, quiet, reflective, relaxed, responsive, searching, self-assertive, self-conscious, sensible, spontaneous, wise

Façade

(known only to self)

tense

Unknown

(known to nobody)

accepting, complex, dignified, ingenious, introverted, modest, nervous, observant, patient, proud, religious, sentimental, shy, silly, sympathetic, warm, witty

All Percentages

able (4%) accepting (0%) adaptable (13%) bold (4%) brave (22%) calm (18%) caring (22%) cheerful (27%) clever (4%) complex (0%) confident (22%) dependable (22%) dignified (0%) energetic (22%) extroverted (9%) friendly (40%) giving (9%) happy (18%) helpful (45%) idealistic (4%) independent (31%) ingenious (0%) intelligent (4%) introverted (0%) kind (22%) knowledgeable (4%) logical (4%) loving (9%) mature (22%) modest (0%) nervous (0%) observant (0%) organised (31%) patient (0%) powerful (4%) proud (0%) quiet (4%) reflective (9%) relaxed (4%) religious (0%) responsive (27%) searching (4%) self-assertive (13%) self-conscious (13%) sensible (13%) sentimental (0%) shy (0%) silly (0%) spontaneous (9%) sympathetic (0%) tense (0%) trustworthy (22%) warm (0%) wise (4%) witty (0%)

Created by the Interactive Johari Window on 27.1.2011, using data from 22 respondents.
You can make your own Johari Window, or view Grace Tan Sin Yin's full data.

Never know that I got so many blind spot that I didnt know at all..haha

This is how my friends perceive me =)

Thanks, my friends.

You made me grown up =p

Right now

2011-01-10T20:52:00.004+08:00

This video is very meaningful and it shocked me when i read about it in my lifeline teacher's blog. Thx yuxian teacher =)

Stop a moment and calm your thoughts.

这一刻，让我们暂时平静下来

Let go of your anxieties and look around you.
放下你的焦虑、恐惧看一看你的四周

What do you see?

你看到了什么？

You see a world filled with beauty
你看到充满色彩的世界

You see a life with possibilities
你看到生命的无限可能的

You see dreams being born, being nurtures and being fulfilled.
你看到刚诞生，等待完成及实现的梦想

Yes, there are challenges
是的，里面会遇到挑战

Yes, there is sorrow.
是的，里面会有很多的挫折

Yes, there is violence and hatred
是的，有些埋怨及愤怒
But more than these there is love, there is goodness, there is joy.
但是，更多的是爱、喜悦。

The future is uncertain.
我们无法预知未来

And that means there's no limit as to how
但那表示我们有

beautiful and joyful you can make it.
创造喜悦及色彩的无限可能

Yet what you have is right now.
而我们拥有的是当下

And right now is completely as it should be.
当下、此时此刻

It is your time to live.
我们需要的是活在当下

Think of what a precious thing your life is
想想生命的可贵

and how truly blessed you are to be experience it.
珍惜及感恩我们可以经历这一切

Right now.
此时此刻

Right now, any anxiety you may have about the future
此时此刻，如果我们对于未来有恐惧

is only an illusion.
那只是一个幻想

Let it go.
放下他

Let it fade away as the beauty and prefection of
让他。。随着此时此刻充满喜悦及圆满的我们

right now wash over you.
慢慢的消失。

The best thing you can do for the future
你为未来所能做最棒的事

is to live with everything you have in the present.
就是活在当下、珍惜当下

Right now, you are in position to create real, lasting positive value for the world in which you live.

此时此刻，你就在创造你最真实、圆满的世界

How do you do that?
你如何做到？

By following your heart.
倾听你内心的声音

By being the you that is really you.
也就是做你真正的自己

You may have wandered away from yourself.

也许你已经忘了你自己

Now is the time to come home.
现在是回家的时候了

You know in your heart that you're here for a reason.
你知道你来到这里只有一个目的

The pain you feel is that purpose, that reason for living,
而你在这过程所经历过的伤痛，就是我们活着的意义，

as it constantly aches to break free.
他们需要我们去经历、去跨越

When it does, you' ll be more alive than you ever could have imagines.
当我们做到了，你会比你所能想象的更幸福、喜悦

Breathe in the beauty around you,
你将感受到四周的美丽

the beauty and richess of being alive.
你会活得更充满、更实在。

Is your gift.
这是你的礼物

If is your fortune
这是你的将来

It is your blessing.
这是你的祝福

And it is yours, to live, to experience, to fulfill.
这是你，去感受、去体会、去实现！

Right NOW
此时此刻

visit this website for music and nice photo / presentation

http://www.positivepause.com/

Busy Holidays

2010-12-24T21:41:00.002+08:00

Haha.. since last week til today.

I found myself still under busy life.

I still havent fully enjoy my holidays.

Last Sunday, I went to PKKII as a volunteer.

Last Monday-Thursday, back hometown.

Busy celebrate dongzhi, doing my reading report and etc

After back from Pahang, went to Maluri for my training.

Today, accompany my brother and his friends went to 1 utama looking for part-time job, window shopping and watched movie.

Tomorrow ... 2D1N U95 camp ...

wah... non-stop activities....

so tired

so happy

so .........................

Merry xmas to all of you ^^

Xmas...xmas.. is around the corner.

2010-12-19T00:19:00.003+08:00

hehe.. xmas is coming soon ^^

just went to the curve to take some photos.

so hard to take la.. too many people there... haizz.

even at tesco still can see a lot of people at 11pm..

Omg... everyone no need sleep de oh??

haha.....

Happy holidays

Merry Xmas

to all my dear friends ^^

AEA 2010

2010-12-06T01:16:00.003+08:00

This is the second time I attend the AEA.

AEA - academic excellence award

I am happy I get the dean list again.

I am proud of myself.

All these award motivates me to keep moving.

Shining my life without regretting.

However, this time, AEA service made us disappointed.

Bad services, Cheap foods, Lousy arrangement.

Costs us RM145 but only served us with RM50 sth cheap foods.

Its like .. made me wanna screamed out : WHAT the.....

I am sorry, I not used to speak foul language. Haha..

Anyway, this year was fun also.

A lot of SEGi UC friends got the dean list and everyone really have fun today =)

I wish

I can score dean list again in this semester.

I wish I can achieve second class in my degree.

I will try my best ....

Gambateh =)

Terrible presentation

2010-12-03T23:45:00.004+08:00

FINALLY, presentation was over =)

But, I am unsatisfied with my performance.

Stress

Nervous

and

Important = ENGLISH problem= Pronunciation =(

I know, Miss Allison very disappointed with my performance.

I am sorry =) But I promised I will improve myself, I hope next psy thesis I can do better than this time. =)

Nevertheless,

What have been done cannot be undone

Learn from experiences, Learn from mistakes.

Good Luck =)

Special thank to My dear catrin & cheesim

accompany me for whole night =)

Thank You

I love You =)

Child Pageant

2010-11-29T21:12:00.003+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EaWzHBsNaZ4

The video above is my critical thinking group assignment.

After watch the video, we need to analyze the argument of the video. =(

At first, we are so nervous, anxious and also worried whether what we did is under the correct way or wrong way?

During the presentation, even i am not the presenter, but i can sense that I am nervous than those who present the argument.

However, I am happy and appreciated to my group member : i not need to present =) haha

Surprisingly, lecturer's comment is pretty good, just put too much words on the slide.

We are so happy and we hope we can score the mark we want. =)

Hehe.. finally critical thinking presentation DONE.

BUt the upcoming is our final exam . T.T

Good Luck to u guys and me =)

Thank to all my group members

Thank GODs

Thank lecturer

Thank myself as well..

HEHE ^^

Anxious

2010-11-22T20:45:00.003+08:00

Being perfection is not what I wanted.

I just being who am i.

Suddenly this come out in my mind,

I am very anxious now.

Extremely nervous and anxious,

assignment, thesis, no enough time .....bla bla bla..

keep bothering me...

I kinda sense that I am anxious, very very very anxious......

I m trying hard to release myself but somehow i feel getting and getting depressed.

Please...............

Someone help me =(

Good Luck

2010-11-20T00:50:00.002+08:00

Left one week...

My thesis have to complete, otherwise presentation will be very hard to do well.

Fight or Flight?

Choice always in my hand...

What I want, What I should do?? So many questions keep bothering me....

There is only one way I can do now..

JUST DO IT~~~

GOOD luck for me

29 nov - 3 dec

3 presentations.

2 assignements.

I desperately need luck.

L > U > C > K

I need you

Stressful

2010-11-09T08:59:00.002+08:00

"You can de la"

"You can do it"

"Gambateh"

"Just try your best"

Dunno why all these supports seem like CURSE

keep following me....

made me more stress, more tired.

I know my friends all concern about me, believe me....

I know what are my strengths and weaknesses...

I know........exact who am i ...

BUT

I cant accept who am i at this moment.

I feel want to refuse become SUPERGRACE

I hate to be a superwoman

I just wanna be a normal Grace.

Haiz......

Stressful level keep upgrading...

Stressful life keep following me...

I m very very tired =(

Crazy SPSS

2010-11-02T14:23:00.002+08:00

I aM GETTING crazy
sitting in the college IT lab
doing my SPSS work

HOnestly, Still a lot of data i need to key in by today
Now is 2.26pm.. I m sitting here since 10am until now.

I hate the environment
I hate SPSS
I hate my backsore in this critical moment
I hate my sleepy

I even hate myself

blogging instead of key in data ..............

Bc to reality.......
continue my work

Wish me luck =)

Star N Moon appeared

2010-10-31T16:23:00.002+08:00

PikCIK

I feel very very very tension.

I need a break .

second chance

2010-10-29T21:33:00.002+08:00

Feel wanna give the person a second chance

but we know that he is no worthy.

we found hardly to give him a second chance..

haiz..........how?

no idea........

King of Anything

2010-10-25T00:24:00.001+08:00

Keep drinking coffee, stare me down across the table
While I look outside
So many things I’d say if only I were able
But I just keep quiet and count the cars that pass by

You’ve got opinions, man
We’re all entitled to ‘em, but I never asked
So let me thank you for your time, and try not to waste anymore of mine
And get out of here fast

I hate to break it to you babe, but I’m not drowning
There’s no one here to save

Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?

You sound so innocent, all full of good intent
Swear you know best
But you expect me to jump up on board with you
And ride off into your delusional sunset

I’m not the one who’s lost with no direction
But you’ll never see

You’re so busy making maps with my name on them in all caps
You got the talking down, just not the listening

And who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?

All my life I’ve tried to make everybody happy
While I just hurt and hide
Waiting for someone to tell me it’s my turn to decide

Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?

Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?

Let me hold your crown, babe.

A great song wake me up !

Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil.

2010-10-19T10:13:00.003+08:00

Pencil: I'm sorry

Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.

Pencil: I'm sorr...y cos you get hurt bcos of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.

Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. :)

I found this conversation between the pencil and the eraser very inspirational. Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil. They're always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes. Sometimes along the way... they get hurt, and become smaller (older, and eventually pass on). Though their children will eventually find someone new (spouse), but parents are still happy with what they do for their children, and will always hate seeing their precious ones worrying, or sad.

"All my life, I've been the pencil.. And it pains me to see the eraser that is my parents getting smaller and smaller each day. For I know that one day, all that I'm left with would be eraser shavings and memories of what I used to have..."

I found this meaning article in FB accidentially.
The moment that I read this article is somehow suited to my feelings as I have a bad nightmare yesterday nite.

Sigh.... Maybe I am thinking too much about SOMETHING I watch yesterday!!!
PIU PIU.......................
all bad things please stay away from me.

= =
CHEERS ~~~~

Bacha bazi

2010-10-18T19:38:00.001+08:00

OMG, this time i really CUlture SHOck ~~~~
After watch this video, i bet you will have same feeling.

GELI..DISGUSTING........................

What is BACHA BAZI?

According to the web :

In Afghanistan today, in the midst of war and endemic poverty, an ancient tradition–banned when the Taliban were in power–has re-emerged across the country. It’s called Bacha Bazi, translated literally as "boy play." Hundreds of boys, some as young as eleven, street orphans or boys bought from poor families by former warlords and powerful businessmen, are dressed in woman’s clothes, taught to sing and dance for the entertainment of male audiences, and then sold to the highest bidder or traded among the men for sex.

First Try

2010-10-16T18:00:00.002+08:00

Actually this is call wat, i also dunno =)
But i wanted to try to do this long long time ago....
Finally..
i try it...
only Rm5...hehe

nice or not?
I like it very much =)

How Come?

2010-10-05T18:37:00.002+08:00

There is something weird matter that I found recently.
Erm.. should I said recently or .. I has been noticed it since we are not hang out together anymore?

Erm.. not really we are not hang out together anymore..
Maybe we are less contacted with each other like before.

For me, you actually very important in my life.
I am serious. You are important.

But, why?
Why i easily pissed off by you?

I keep asking myself why I will treat you like that?
Haha.. no answer has been figure out so far.

So, leave it 1st.
Maybe you are not so important in my life.

ps: dun ask who is the person. This is just my personal thought. =)

Run. Move. Run.Move.

2010-09-28T11:01:00.002+08:00

Tik tok.. Tik tok...
Most of the time, I will sit in front of my laptop....
"Killing"my thesis....
Doing assessment work....
and Of coz watching drama as well....

I dunno whether I am killing the thesis or
the thesis is torturing me.
I believe is the latter.

Yet, its part of my journey that I have to go through in order to finish my degree course.
I have no choice.
I only can choose flight or fight.

Obviously, I not kind of people choose flight.
So, what can I do is continue RUN and MOVE.

Keep staying at the old place
only will prevent the people grow up instead of learning something new.

So...

Keep Moving
Keep Running
Keep Learning

Time wait for no man.

A WOnderful Thursday

2010-09-24T00:33:00.006+08:00

Today I neglect all my assignments...
I went out whole day.

1st : 1 utama GSC CheeSim and I watched two movies - Legend of ChenZhen and Legend of Guardian. Wah, I like Donnie Yen. He really expert in fighting scene. He is cool and handsome. But legend of guardian, quite boring in front part. I slept..Haha... maybe becoz I sit at couple seat and after eat my lunch. Too comfortable until I slept .... haha............... ( I watched 3D oh!) Haha.. Really save a lot money when watched movie no need to pay..wakkaka...

2nd : Sunway "YUAN" steamboat We had been talking about want come here eating since 1 year ago. Finally, we managed to come here to enjoy our meal especially CHICKEN WINGS. 4 of us... very very very full.. til want vomit... =(

3rd : I-city Yeah.. its really a nice and beautiful place. WIth all these LCD lights, I feel like in KOREA ...haha... Lucky we didnt lost going here and the way back kd also smoothly. hehe... ^^

Its really an unforgettable night to me. Its like a motivation to encourage me to move on.
Sometimes having a break, let our engine rest awhile. After that, continue moving, continue gambateh =)

Life is tough but life also can be wonderful and awesome if we know how to adjust it =)

Its time to update

2010-09-16T00:18:00.002+08:00

Since when.. I really do not have time to update my blog.
I am very busy for studying and working.

This raya break, I also need working and studying,
I always grab some time for study the journal, assessment thing and also sleeping.

Now, I only managed finish the assessment questionnaire.
But, my thesis thing is gonna continue torturing me...
How i gonna to finish it.
I still thinking.. wat i want to write in intro part.

Haiz.............

Besides that, I also decided to join the volunteer training course which is cost me Rm500 ++
Yeah, I know it wil be a very tough semester to me.
But, life is tough, is it?
We must learn how to cope it and accommodate it.

Life is tough
but if we feel content and we got to learn something from every journey.
Everything is worthy.

Finally, 2ml is my last day of working.
Cant wait to back my hometown to see my family members.
Really miss homefood and my parents.

T.T

Grace is still grace.
Nothing can beat me.
I can do it.

Gambateh =)

Thank, my dear friends =）

2010-09-07T09:49:00.004+08:00

How many times I told u guys dont buy any present for me?
But, u guys still ... still .. still..................

Anyway, I know that is ur love action toward me =)

Thank You Very Much, My dear friends =)

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1. Thanks Kangshun,Cherise,Cheryl and Cheesim celebrate with me. We watch 3 movies -stepup3,grown up and oldcows and tendergrass) and sing k together. Besides that, we are having a big teh ais in WONGKOK. =)

2. Thanks Cheryl, Cat, SiewTeng and Peihong for the birthday cakes. Wow, lucky u all bought different flavours cake. Haha... =)

3. Thanks Cheesim,Eshuang,Shirleen, Nicole, Amily and Jan for the super awesome scarf.
I like it very much. =)

4. Thanks Cat for the special laptop bag. I hate u always buy a lot of things to me.. Dont do this again..Pls... Thanks.....muaks....... =)

5. Thanks my family members for the financial support even though I havent decide whether join or not join. =)

6. Millionaire thanks for my sweet "twin sister", thank you for fetching me during the working, I know I have pay you, But, its different. You always a selfless people. You always fetch me go there go here when I need you. haha..... thank............... Such a caring and nice people I ever met. =)

7. Thank Cherine for the present: A ricecooker piggy bank. haha...cute =)

8. Last but not least, thank you for all wishes and blessings. I love u all =)

I know I am a happiness person.
Hence, I always remind myself.
I should content with my current life.
Dont make so many complaints. haha.. =)

Once again..... THANK YOU VERY MUCH ~~~

Fear Factor

2010-09-05T20:31:00.002+08:00

This is not about the TV show fear factor.
It is all about my fear toward this current semester.

Seriously, I have no idea how i gonna to go through this tough periods.
I have 5 subjects included my communication senior year project.

I am very stressful now.
I am struggling with my thesis topic, Assessment group work topic and etc....

Inside my stomach, there are a lot of butterflies are torturing me.
Inside my heart, there are a lot fear factors force me to work hard and keep moving.

I always have faith on myself.
but, I really very tired and lack of motivations.
I feel something wrong about me.
I wanna to escape but I know I cant.

Have a short short break for blogging already consider a sweet moment for me.

I always remind myself
Rome was not built in one day.
Want be a winner.
You must have a greater determination than others.
gambateh =)

Grace wont give up easily. NEVER ....

Stress Vs Birthday

2010-09-01T23:46:00.004+08:00

10 minutes later, its my 23th birthday. =)
I should happy and enjoy.

But, my FYP and assessment group work are torturing me.

So far, my FYP topic havent decide yet.
Today assessment class also me worried and wonder how I gonna to pass through this semester.

Second week of semester, I already feel like I am busy till getting crazy, stress made me cant even enjoy my free moment.

Anyway, I take 2ml as off day.
I will enjoy my birthday.

Happy Birthday to You, Grace. =)

GSC moment

2010-08-27T21:44:00.002+08:00

In my previous post, I stated that I angry at my gsc friends.
Finally, I solved the matter on Tuesday.
I sms to him. Then, we finally start talking to each other on the next day.

For me, I am happy that he promised me about the time and I can sense that he is sincere and care about our friendship.
Apparently, he really did what he promised to me.

On the other side, the other guy seem a bit changed. Should I look a chance to talk to him???

Anyway, I am happy that we are still friends and we respect each other.

Today, it is a special day in GSC.
Cs and Me are two of 5 Best Employees in GSC@1 utama.
Both of us get RM20 (Jusco Voucher).
Wow.... a great news for us.
This proved that
"if u are hardworking, you will get what you deserve to get......wakaka..."

Gambateh =)

Angry @ Happy

2010-08-23T14:39:00.003+08:00

This is N time I told my friends about the GSC incident.
Although this is not a very serious matter, not a big deal or whatever.
For me, it actually makes sense and related with our friendship.

GSC incident details:
I have a few GSC malay friends. We all worked under same department. As I always work there during holidays, hence, we quite close with each other. Two of them are actually considered be my best friend in GSC. They always guide and help me when I need them. So do I. When they need my help, I always lend a help without complaining.

But, their working attitude are getting serious and terrible. They actually self-serving. They only think about themselves and ignore our(me and my chinese friends) feelings.

Last Saturday, everyone know that morning will have a big function which is Leehom's conference. They all working middle shift(1-9pm, 2.15-10.15pm). They should come before 1pm or 2pm. But, they all came around 3pm. Four chinese staffs (me,lian,chin n loretta) work till crazy and still need cover their job until they come to take over. Customers were keep complaining and scold at us.

We felt so angry and unsatisfied toward them. Especially me, I couldnt calm down and I keep complaining about them in front of Crew Leader, Nizam.

I actually very disappointed toward them. I considered them as my friends. I am hoping them can come early to take over the job and we can take a break. I even SMS to them around 12pm.
They should come on time and do what they suppose to do.

The first sentence I told them when they came is "If i didnt complaint to the Abang Endy( Head of Crew Leader), I am not Grace. Before talk to them Endy, I actually do a short reflection. Should I go to find Endy? Should I doing like that? They are my friends. I appreciated our friendship. I appreciated them. Nevertheless, I still complaint to the Endy. I know it will affect our friendship. But, since I care about them, I really hope warning can be change them or whatever.

Until now, I still din talk to the two guys which I considered them as my best friend in GSC.
I know I am a little girl who playing the old trick. But, I just dun wan forgive them in a such easy way.

Honestly, I not angry with them anymore and I really hope they can change their working attitude.

Reunion Supper at Kepong

2010-08-17T17:54:00.003+08:00

Last Sunday, I had a wonderful reunion supper with my GSC friends.
We purposely organized a gathering at Klasik Satay Station@Taman Ehsan, Kepong.
This Satay Station was managed by our ex-gsc crew leader, Abang Fendy.

Before he resigned, he keeps promote his special satay to me.
This is also one of the reasons that we chose this place.

During the reunion supper gathering, we chat, play, gossip and took a lot of pics.
Before we reach there, Kangshun and I were waiting at Caltex petrol station around half an hour.
At last, Naz came and showed us the way go to Satay Station.

Honestly, the satay was very nice especially Daging Satay.
The price was quite cheap, RM0.60 for chicken, RM0.80 for daging.
Wah.. feel like wanna to bite it again.

Overall, this GSC reunion supper was quite fun, special and meaningful.
Naz, Roy, Kusha, Zai, Tee, Wan, Sam, Firdaus, Daus, Angah, Abang Efendy, and one more i dunno the name. Thank for coming =)

Daging Satay

Satay Kuah

Ayam Satay

lOw Progression

2010-08-03T08:39:00.002+08:00

Come On.. Now already 3rd August, But I only study few pages of media research book.
OMG... How I gonna to finish it within 1 month?
Working everyday...... Havt take any off except for the Kuching Trip.

So I decided to take 3 days off go back to Pahang and enjoy my 3 days holidays.
Purposes are to do "Hair Reponding" and study the book. (I dunno how to spell the exact word)

Every year before my birthday, I used to be make some changes to my hair.
Last year, I cut til quite short. Now, no more short hair... T.T
I want my long hair and straight hair back ... Haha....

Wish me luck. Hope the new shop i going to try will be OK...haha...

Kuching Trip

2010-07-29T22:33:00.002+08:00

My Kuching Trip is over..OVER..
V r seriously excited ...excited......and cant wait bc KL-KD..

Honestly, this Kuching Trip wasnt fun as v tot.
Undeniable, there are actually a lot places v can go.
But, due to money problem, we only managed to travel some places like various museum, cultural village and see orang utan.

Too much museum in Kuching and all is about history.
You can saw CHARLES BROOKE pic everywhere.
If u the one who like HISTORY,
come to visit KUCHING.

But, as you know,
we are not this kind of ppl..
SO SO SO
OUR Kuching Trip was a bored trip ever.
Haha.........................

Think TWICE if you want go to KUCHING~~~~

~H.O.L.I.D.@.Y~

2010-07-19T23:45:00.002+08:00

Ah PA,
Ah Ma,
Ah Jie,
Ah Di,
Zoe,
Peifang,
................................................................................
Anyone.............

I AM FREE ~~~
I am in HOLIDAY MODE ~~~
La La La La La.............................

Holiday
Holiday
Countdown My KUCHING trip~~

KUCHING..................................................HERE I COME............

Money is not a thing - The Mile After [w/ lyrics]

2010-07-16T21:04:00.002+08:00

My friend share a video about missing someone.
The video is very touching and talking about army's family.
When they back to their country, the 1st thing they want to do is MEET their family members.

Wow.. Almost crying just now.
I couldn't share the touching video but i share this touching song.

Money is not a thing.

~SUPPORT~

2010-07-16T16:51:00.002+08:00

IF I ASKING U TO SUPPORT ME... WILL YOU???

I am sure that you will ask me : " support what? "

Haha... I will say: "Just support la.. no matter what I done."

One day, If I ask you this kind of question, don't ask me why. You may just answer it : "Yes, I support you."

Haha... I bet you wonder WHY?

Actually, I always wanted to do some meaningless thing and also trying to represent something that actually myself also have no idea what am i doing right now.

SEE...AGAIN...

BLOGGING again and posting a meaningless post again........
Maybe I should not considered it as meaningless post.
Because it does represent something and just myself understand the meaning.
Haha...

Support can be in various type.
Money support
Emotional support
Physical support

All these supports I needed right now.

GIVE ME SUPPORT............PLEASE

AGAIN...... I am asking YOU :

" Will You Support Me No Matter What I Did? "

Pls do the right thing in the right time

2010-07-15T00:24:00.002+08:00

Does the title shocked you while you are viewing my blog?

I realized that I like blogging during exam periods.

Is it because I too stress?

Or...other reasons? Like I am trying to run away from something?

Maybe..Yes... Maybe.. No...

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Sometimes I found that I like to do something that I am not supposed to do in that time.
Sometimes I found that I like to speak something that I am not supposed to speak in that time.

Erm.. This is truly who am i.
I always do the wrong thing in the wrong time.

Take a example : I should concentrate on my study instead of blogging. Now already 12.29am, but I still havent finish my editing revision.

I have no mood to study. Honestly, I feel like sit in a corner and then talking to the wall.
BUT, it seems like a bit PSYCHO. So, I think I better go to sleep ...haha...

Sleep? too early for me.
Drama? I am just finished watch 1 episod.
Singing? I cant... My housemates will kill me...lolx
Dancing? No mood...
Blogging? I am doing right now.. =)

Sigh .......................
what a tough and bitter period that I need pass through before my happy holidays come =(

Experiment War Officially End

2010-07-13T21:01:00.008+08:00

Finally, experiment lab report DONE, poster presentation DONE...

V are free BUT exam is coming....

Although today quite kelam-kabut
But overall everyone ...every group is OK~~~
Share with u all some poster presentation pics --

Nightmare

2010-07-12T08:21:00.002+08:00

Maybe I too stress
why i keep having nightmare ???

!st day was about a weird dream
yesterday was about my term subject. I keep thinking and worried about something. But, i do not what i worried about actually .....

Sigh....
Now I feel very very very TIRED

Again...
I need a break..

Again...
Nx monday- 2 exams are gonna kill me >
...........................................

When is it coming?
My holidays...................................................

-Experiment War-

2010-07-09T21:40:00.002+08:00

My experiment war gonna end very soon...
Why I defined it as experiment war?
Because many matters happened during the experiment period.
That's why I called it as experiment war.

Once the problem happened, I have to think about the solution.
Once the problem happened again, I start feel annoying.
Once the problem happened again and again, I wish I could kill the trouble-maker by gun.

Experiment is not an easy task, it is also not easy to carry out.
We have to do some research first, then think about the design and the possible consequences as well.
After the experiment, lab report is like our NIGHTMARE. We have to see,read, and check it everyday.
Finally, the lab report done. Next, poster presentation.
Spent almost 5 hours to finish poster stuffs. OMG, it seems like we are in COMM class instead of PSY class. Decorative the poster, design the poster, cut, paste.......T.T

Unconsciously, I already go through all these crazy period.
NOW, I hope HOLIDAYS can come as early as possible.
I really need a long long long.......BREAK........ ^^

Still Learning ~~~

2010-07-07T09:55:00.002+08:00

Yesterday when I found that I made a big mistake in my editing works, Suddenly, I became unmotivated, impatience, pissed-off ..........................

Seriously I found that I cant concentrated on certain task, I feel annoyed when someone talking to me, My minds only thinking about FASTER FINISH MY WORK ................

At last, I managed to edit all previous works.
Now, 4 left to go ....

Gambateh =)

Yesterday I also made a huge decision which is I registered 5 subjects next semester.
It will be a tough semester to me ..
4 subjects + 1 senior year project .............
Hope I can handle it very well ~~~~

JUST DO IT =)

Unnecessary Anger

2010-06-29T21:23:00.004+08:00

Actually today my mood was totally gone.
Too many things happened within today.
There were also some unexpected matters happened =(
I felt angry, fed up, helpless and annoying!

Let me explained it one by one.

First, field trip to Star Publication.
Honestly, all of us looking forward the trip and we also excited that we have this kind of chance.
But, when we got the msg from SEGi : the trip was cancelled.
We actually very angry and disappointed. (Last minutes cancelled..KNS)
Who we can blaming? SEGi? Our lecturer?

The time and date was set by Star
So, lecturer cant do anything ...

The reasons that SEGi given: Too many students need skip their class to join the trip.

So, at the end? We still skip the class and join the trip.. Haha..

Personally, although I not interested working at Star, but I do hope can visit this big company. So, of course I will skip the class ^^ This is a golden opportunity. Not every lecturer willing to plan this kind of trip, right?

Anyway, I like today trip. We got the chance to visit around their workplace(editorial room, photographer room). There are a lot of amazing pictures impressed us!
Hehe.. The hi-tea prepared by Star also very delicious. Hehe..
Now, I really thank my lecturer : Mr Faizal to plan this field trip. TQ, sir !

Second, presentation things.
I was so angry when my friend told me about their comments about me.
They said that I didnt email them.
In fact, I have email them through FB.
SO? So ? My fault?
Ok, fine, They didnt receive the mail.. BUT why they didnt call me or sms me ???
Did they ever concern about group work?
Honestly, I havent sense any commitment from them!!!
They are keep create unnecessary troubles to us.
(Even I know U might seeing this, I also dare to post.. Because it is not my fault, OK?)

As a leader, I have to think and worry a lot of things.
(This is also one of the reason that I am getting panic when I was stress)
I am not kind of people who can do my work at last minutes.
So, I used to plan everything in a proper schedule.
So, I not allowed anyone to spoil my schedule.

Although my English is not good.
But, I believe that my passion, my competence and my confident can break the English problem and get my things done.

Third, friendship problem.
Well, somehow little matter will spoil our whole day mood.
Indeed, I sense that I am unhappy today because of some small matters.

I know is not big deal, I am just .. EMO. i guess.

Haiz..... a lot of things happened out of our control.
What we can do? juz accept it ~~

So, what is the point that i am angry right now?
Ok, take a deep breathing, forget about the past and doing your assignment right now?
Unnecessary anger .... we should just let it go ~~~

Believe in Yourself !
You can do it ~~~

(I believe this is the longest post that i ever wrote in ENGLISH)

I nt a superwoman!

2010-06-21T16:25:00.003+08:00

Wow..SuperWoman =)

But, I know I not a Superwoman...
I cant withstand with the stress, burden, and trouble.
All these problems made me headache,pikcik,tired and exhausted =(

Somehow I always put too much burden to myself.
I should not give myself too many works and stress.
Haiz.......
I guess this is my truth personality.

I not really trust people except myself.
I am a perfectionist..even though I not intend to be.... but in fact, I am ...PERFECTIONIST!
Sometimes I feel sorry to my friends because they are awesome.
U know ...
Working with grace, same group with grace ..and even friend with me..
Its not a easy task.
Haha...

I am a weird person
I am very particular on certain thing
I hate people compare this, compare that
I hate people late
I ...................................................

Conclusion: I not a superwoman, I am trying not giving myself too much thing to do =)
Be a normal girl, grace =)

I Wonder why ...

2010-06-18T00:34:00.002+08:00

I wonder about someone
I wonder about something
I wonder why the person behave as he/she do
I wonder why eveytime also like that
I wonder why the time does not eliminate the thing that I dislike
I wonder is it he/she know that I am actually wonder about him/her
I wonder ...
Still wonder ...
Wonder about every single matter, thing and person that I met ...

BTW,
I hope I can stop wondering
Because I know that actually I afraid of the answer ...
I know that I cant accept it ...
Never ...Ever...

Wonder
Wonder
Wonder

EXHAUSTED .. I need a break ...pls!

2010-06-15T20:49:00.003+08:00

I am tired,
Very tired.
I am stress,
Very stress.

I NEED A BREAK...
PLEASE ....

Selfish behavior

2010-05-21T22:06:00.003+08:00

As I am working at GSC@1 utama, I need go to toilet and use the toilet bowl....
Seriously, I hate using toilet with toilet bowl... because toilet bowl always full of bacteria( i think la)....

Indeed, there was a lot of selfish people who were likely squat on the toilet bowl instead of sitting on it. They create a lot of troublesome to other people who gonna to use it later.

My friend ever said," Now I realize why everytime girl go to toilet and need longer time than guy do."

Try to think about it ........

Toilet bowl was full of lots bacteria,
we have to clean it first, after that, put toilet paper on the toilet bowl.
Then, only we can use it.

Sometimes, I really annoyed by people who squat on the toilet bowl.
I would keep blaming and scolding... because they were really selfish and never think about the consequences.

....sigh.............
What kind of world we are living now?
What education that we are having now?

please la...
Stop doing selfish behavior....>

When Sweetness Turned Bitter (copy from steven)

2010-05-12T23:27:00.000+08:00

It was half past eleven in the morning.

I carried my belongings and stepped up the back of a small lorry that had been modified to take people. I thought, "So... I can finally leave this training camp and go home and do my stuff." Feeling good, I sat down on the back of that truck together with my friends, turning back to see a second small lorry that also took people. The camp site was at a higher ground, inaccessible to buses. With only those two lorries as transport, I had no choice but to endure the searing heat under the bright sun as we travelled down the area. The lorries would have to go back up later to fetch other students down.

At the lower ground, buses were ready. I quickly got off the lorry and walked towards one of them. The cool air in the bus hit my face as I stood in front of the door, setting my foot in. "Ahh... I'm here again," I thought, looking for a seat. Somehow, my friends and I chose the same seats as the ones we sat on when we were on our way to the camp. Now that we were going to go back, everyone was happy, excitedly discussing the experience during the camp and what they would do after the trip.

Then came the fateful moment... of chaos.

"Look! What are they doing?" The chit chat was completely disrupted by a sudden, out-of-topic question. Another friend asked, "Why are they running back up the hill?" Curious, I turned my head to see a group of guys dashing back on the path we came from. "Huh? What's happening?" I thought. Before I even tried to ask that question, someone answered it, "They said one of the lorries has flipped!" "HAH?!" I uttered in surprise. The news spread faster than I knew it did, and everyone in every bus hurried out and ran back up the hill.

So I ran, ran, ran, and ran, silently wishing that this was just a hoax. Looking around, I saw everyone wearing different expressions, from serious to shocked to... well, excited. Not knowing where the site of the accident was, I just followed everyone else and kept running. In a minute or two, I finally arrived.

Cries. Screams. Blood. Tears. What I saw was a scene of fear, pain, and confusion. It was a mess. My sight first landed on a male student who was sitting on the ground with a bleeding forehead and arms. Then I saw a girl sitting in the middle of the path, crying, screaming in pain as her friends tried to move her left leg. From the intensity of her cries, anyone could easily guess there was a fracture in her. Her friends then immediately stopped moving her. She also had a bleeding forehead and arms. I then saw another girl sitting at the side, soundless and expressionless, responding only with screams of pain when her wound on her right arm was washed with water by her friends. "She must be in shock," I said to myself. There were several other injured students sitting on the ground around the place while being tended to by helpers and their friends. Other people were trying hard to call the ambulance.

Seeing all this, some other uninvolved students began taking pictures. I also did reach for my phone in my pocket, but I withdrew my hand without the phone. I felt it was inappropriate.

Scanning around the area, I saw drips of blood on the ground and the grass. A few of the small plants were already covered in blood. Then my sight shifted to the flipped truck. The lorry was off the very steep path and was on its right side in a very shallow river with some small rocks protruding out of it. But wait... Looking more closely, I realized that the lorry was exactly the one I got on when I came down! According to others, this was its third round coming down. I went for the first round. If I were to wait any longer to get on the lorry, I could be there among the victims!!

Anyway, at this point, without my intentional attempt, I was already trying to reconstruct every stage of the accident in my mind. I concluded that the victims must had had a painful hit on the back of the main metal box in front of the lorry that housed the driver. Another probable conclusion was that they were thrown out of the back of the lorry and hit something else as the lorry flipped. Both, or other events, could have happened. No one knew how the accident unfolded except the victims themselves.

All of a sudden, I heard someone scolding very loudly. It was one of the students, but I did not think he was involved in the accident as he was totally uninjured. I saw him looking up the steep slope and fiercely shouting at someone whom I could not see, until his friends calmed him down and pulled him aside. It could be the driver he was shouting at. What happened to the driver and whether the driver acted irresponsibly during and after the accident, I did not and do not know. What the driver did and how the accident occurred are still unclear so far, as I've heard several versions of the story. After the harsh chiding stopped, I turned around and continued to digest the situation for a quick while before one of the trainers asked everyone who was not involved to go back down and wait. I went away with the crowd.

While waiting, everyone discussed with each other, exchanging bits and pieces of information about the accident. I looked around, and saw a male student with a bleeding nose. It was at this time that I was told that it was he who jumped off the truck immediately after the accident and ran all the way down, with injuries. He had a bloody head, bleeding nose, and injured hips. The guys in the group that I mentioned before instantly noticed his injuries and was told about the accident. If it wasn't for him, no one would have known that one of the lorries had flipped. Next, I was told that the girl with fractured legs also suffered relatively serious injuries of the arms and the head. She was drifting in and out of consciousness while her friends kept calling her name and talking to her to try to keep her conscious. She was one of the most seriously injured victims.

A pang of bitterness struck me while I was waiting below. I wished I could offer some help, but I had no idea how to go about it and what I could do, if there was anything I could do at all. I was deeply pained by the fact that the victims had to suffer in this way. After a while, an ambulance arrived. My heavy mood was more relieved with the sight of the ambulance. After another 10 minutes or so, a second ambulance came.

The wait took about 2 hours in total. At that point, all injured students were already on their way to the hospital. Only then was everyone told to get into the buses and be ready to leave. On the bus, everyone was quiet. The previous happy, relaxed atmosphere was lost completely and was replaced by heavy silence. No one spoke. Those who wanted to speak with friends only whispered. Everything sweet... had turned bitter.

By half past four, the buses arrived at the college campus. I had finally returned. Then, shortly after I stepped out of the bus, I received the news that all injured students were now stable in the hospital. "That's wonderful to hear," I thought.

Isn't life so fragile?

The more one understands this, the less time in life one wastes on useless things.

http://www.lifepeace.blogspot.com/

Sth Special abt Elvis Presley

2010-05-05T00:58:00.003+08:00

Good Job, dear grp members!!!

Great time with U

2010-04-27T01:03:00.003+08:00

Haha, today actually I was so emo and not feeling well ..
But, after u all came and doing assignments together with me..
I felt better and happy ~~

My emo was gone..hehe .....
U guys so good, so sweet and so humor...
haha...

We gossip, chatting, comment, playing.........
I am glad that I have U all ~~~

Thanks , my dear friends !!
Have a great day with u all ~~ love u all ~~~ hehe
muaks ...... =)

Pefectionist =(

2010-04-24T23:37:00.002+08:00

Seriously, I not intent being perfectionist ALL THE TIME !!!

Yeah, I admitted that I am a perfectionist!
But, just for CERTAIN TIME !
High demand, Too responsible, Too "cerewet" are My Label, My characteristics ....

Actually, my purpose is just want to get things done.
I not mean to hurt people , to ban people, to critic people..
Hope u all really don't mind ~~~

Haiz... I am sorry, friends~~~
My terrible personalities always made you all so stressful and unhappy...

Any offend, i willing to apologize !!!
" I'M Sorry !!! "

O.o?

2010-04-19T22:44:00.001+08:00

No idea want write what actually .............
Juz passed away ..................

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.
.
.
.

Today is Monday.
Haiz.....

- Appreciated every little free moment -

2010-04-18T11:46:00.003+08:00

Finally, done my research paper draft.
Hopefully it can use, otherwise I have to redo it. -sigh-

Btw, these two days, I fully utilized my free moment, my free holidays....
Friday, after class, I went to PC FAIR with catrin.
I bought a lot DVD and CD. (want DVD or CD, buy from me)

Then, yesterday I went to 1 u shopping with my sister.
We ate a lot of things ...
Wakaka LUNCH- BBQ plaza... DINNER - O ASIA

OMG, I cant believe I saw a very shocked scene in front of me n my sister.
In BBQ PLAZA, both of us saw the spoon already dropped down, but the waitress picked it up and put back to the garlic container. (The spoon was used to take the garlic)

Wah.. i was so shocked....
I talked to my sister.... KNS, like that she also can picked it up and she didnt change a new spoon.. OMG....I must complain her...

Honestly, I dislike the service of waitress/waiter. They not really have passion to work. Haiz... so disappointed!!! At last, after pay, I wrote a comment letter.
"I pretty dissatisfied with the service of waiter/waitress...." (Heng...)

Finally, I can shopping..
Finally, I bought a new bag. Hehe... excited -p.
.
.
.
.
BUT,
today ... Hardworking day -- powerpoint day...
Aza aza fighting.. gambateh ^^

JJ

2010-04-12T23:38:00.002+08:00

My favourite JJ came to Malaysia.
But, I didnt go to his signature concert.
Because I lazy go to Sg wang.. so far far away...haha
Btw, I just listen his interview through radio..

Wah......loves him so much...hehe...
Muaks..
Gambateh JJ. ^^

Logo For GBBM

2010-04-09T14:13:00.002+08:00

Maybe you will think that I am so free to create the logo.
Actually NOT...

I actually DAMN busy... still got a lot of assignments waiting me.
But I do not have any motivation to do each of them....
Haiz........

Btw..
This is first logo i create for GBBM..
I know it wasn't creative..but I will try to make it creative..
haha.....
Will design it again NExt Time....hehe

Clash of the Titans

2010-04-01T22:57:00.002+08:00

Today I went to watch Clash of the Titans with Cheesim.
Wah... I never expect that this movie is actually a very very very good movie.

The main character in this movie actually is the main character of AVatar.
His name is Sam.
He is a good actor.

This movie is better if compare with Alice in the wonderland.
This movie also better than Percy Jackson with the lightning bolt.

So, if u loves movie,
U really cannot miss it ^^

Clash of the Titans

Stage Fright

2010-03-25T22:24:00.002+08:00

Long time I did not really go out to give a speech.
This time, as a chairman of the activity, I have to give a welcome speech on the stage.

Wah.. I so so nervous ......
I so scared about my performance...
I so worried about my activity....

Will it be too lousy?
Will it be attract a lot of ppl ????
Will it ...........

So many worries in my mind about the event.
Well... Positive thinking .......
Everything will be fine at the end.
You can Do it ^^

Trust Yourself.
Gambateh ^^

I m a BAD GIRL

2010-03-17T22:47:00.002+08:00

I AM A BAD GIRL ~~~~~~

Redang Island Trip

2010-03-14T16:37:00.003+08:00

Firstly, thx GODS protect us throughout the trip! ^^
After that, big wave made me vomit 2 times... omg...so horrible ><
Luckly, we success go to snorkelling.. but it wasn't as fun as i think!><
Overall, the redang trip quite fun and enjoy! hehe ....

Painful experience

2010-03-02T14:01:00.002+08:00

Firstly, sorry to my grp members.
I did a typo mistake and i m too nervous during the presentation.
I know u guys wont blame me, but I really cannot forgive myself.

I know
What is done cannot be undone.
SO, I will learn from the lesson.
Do my best on next presentation.

lastly, thank you u all.
You all really really AWESOME!!!!

I love You.

WHY? ? ?

2010-03-02T00:02:00.002+08:00

Why this time we do our assignment until last minutes?
Why this time the assignment is so hard until everybody exhausted of it?
Why this time I so free yet i still very tired?
Why i am so tired but i still feel very happy?
WHY??
SO many why comes out....

Finally, the assignment is almost done.
Honestly, i feel very sad when saw my other grp members are suffering.
Cat is sick.
Steven is rushing the assignment until no time eat dinner and his face is getting pale and pale.
Yasmin is the one who need help us "SHITTING"... and she still doing ....
Ming Lee already done her part as me.. but now she need to rush the psy video.

Please...
Gods ...
Help me bless all my group members
they are my friends, my partners...

I love you all..
Thank YOu u all..
Glad to know u all ....

ADD OIL
My friends..
YOU ARE THE BEST !!!!

We can't change others

2010-01-26T00:12:00.002+08:00

"No matter how hard you try, you cannot change another person."

This was what i learned in today psychology class.
Ya, I knew it.
I understand the theory very much.

Hence, i try to avoid to change certain people.
What i can do is only to INFLUENCE them.

Once again i remind myself,
i cant change other person,
i only can influence and advise.

What i can done, i already done.
While what i cannot done, i only can say,"SORRY".

Sorry, its ur own problem.
Please settle yourself.

ChineseNewYear is coming soon~~~

2010-01-20T22:27:00.002+08:00

I am waiting
waiting
waiting
still waiting...

waiting CNY....

Yeah ......................

Happy Chinese New year
to all my beloved family members, relatives, friends and whoever...haha

I see you - Leona Lewis

2010-01-03T21:00:00.002+08:00

Everytime i open the hall door for customers.
I truly enjoyed this song.......

AVATAR..
i hate to watch the ending again and again........
but i still have to watch .. if not , i wil lost my job.....haha

btw, i loves this song very much
very very nice and it touches my heart.....

I SEE YOU .....

avatar
highly recommend you to watch this movie.........hehe ...^^

Happy New Year 2010

2010-01-03T20:26:00.002+08:00

Goodbye 2009
Welcome 2010

Time flies so fast
until what already happened in 2009,
I couldnt remember .........

haha......
look back 2009
a lot of things I had done,
I arrange all the activities until I do not have so much time to take a break and even sit quietly in the room.

Because stress of education,
I have some health problem.
Seriously, after went to the camp,
i asked myself....

WHY? WHY ? WHY?
How come ???
How come ???

Hence, I decided

IN 2010

I want THE ORIGINAL GRACE back...

GRACE
take more break time as you can
do not always made yourself moving under gunfire
everything has its own way to do or to solve....
so

^ BE YOURSELF ^

Sunflower ?!

2009-12-15T20:55:00.002+08:00

How Will You Describe Me??

SUNFLOWER ??

Haha...
Almost everyone describe me with sunflower !!
Haha..............

Sunflower

Christmas is Coming soon~~~

2009-11-18T23:08:00.002+08:00

yeah。。。。 Christmas is coming soon..
Although i am not a christian. But i do like christmas...

Snow...
Cool...

Merry CHristmas ^^

Boring ....

2009-10-29T23:17:00.002+08:00

I am bored...
Very Very..
Extremely..
Bored

I do nothing at home
I am just wasting my time
I am just waiting bed time and meal time
I am just.............
whatever.....

Haha.....
Abnormal Grace appeared ....
haha.......

Bored

2009-10-27T22:55:00.001+08:00

Haha...
bored
bored
bored
bored
bored ...................................................................

Waste My time

S.t.r.e.s.s.......

2009-10-20T22:54:00.001+08:00

You leave me breathless...
I hate YOU....

Tired
Exhausted
Sleepy
Hungry
Backache

%^&**##$$%

Hope exam faster over ......

Final exam again T.T

2009-10-18T13:27:00.002+08:00

Fall semester TERM 1 ...
exam ... WED n FRI

haiz..... again ....
seem like i already get used to all these exams.....
T.T

This term
I hopes i can get 2As..
but interviewing subject, i really dun hv confident at all ....
haiz................

Finally,
i finished my scrapbook last Thursday
honestly, i not really satisfied with my work...
but due to time and mark,
I cant focus on this assignment oni..
hence, i have to start my revision 1st...

Gambateh!!

Disappointed on you!

2009-10-07T16:14:00.001+08:00

Seriously , your attitudes made me feel disappointed on you！
I still remember last time you told me you wont like that ..
but this time, you repeat your behavior again and again !

Honestly, I really do not about you.
Why you will being like this?
yes, I am the one who know your difficulties, your situation .... everything about you
But, i still wonder why ?? why ??

In fact, all your difficulties I knew,
For me, they are not a big deal..
Do you understand?
You made yourself into a difficult situation
Actually you can avoid it, but you never try to change yourself...
Do you understand?
I think that the main factor cause you behaves like that is YOURSELF....

So, i think you have to CHANGE...
and I am still waiting..........................................................................

A NEW YOU ...

Happy Mooncake Festival ^^

2009-10-03T14:58:00.003+08:00

Today is Happy mid autumn festival .....
This year i din bc home ...
I also din go out
Just stay at home and doing my assignmnet.....T.T

2 Best friends ^^

2009-10-02T00:36:00.002+08:00

TOday, I went out with my 2 best friends - Zoe and Catrin.
We meet in front of GSC cinema...
Oh yeah..finally I can watched TSUNAMI with my 2 best friends....

Ok, about the movie..
actually quite touching but compared with the day after tomorrow, titance, this movie quite lousy lor... hehe... maybe i too demand on it...wakakaka....

After the movie, we went to eat JUST THAI.
Zoe ordered Green Curry
Catrin ordered Tom Yam with meehoon
Hehe.. I ordered my favorite food- tomyam seafoood fried rice...
erm... yummy ^^

Zoe was changed her hairstyle..
We chat a lot..
haha....
seem like she already forgot the past...
Maybe i need to help her - lepas angin- one day since so many people did not know the news.....
Haha..................................

Overall, I have a lot of fun today!^^

Now, continue struggling my report...T.T

Breathless @ Shayne Ward

2009-09-15T11:19:00.001+08:00

Shayne Ward Lyrics – Breathless Lyrics

If our love was a fairytale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we’d say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It’d be so beautiful if that came true
You don’t even know how very special you are

Chorus

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I’m thankful for the life we’ve made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don’t even know how very special you are

Chorus

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You’re like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You’re something special
I only hope that I’ll one day deserve what you’ve given me
But all I can do is try

Every day of my life

I am so tired !!!

2009-09-15T01:10:00.002+08:00

Now is 1.11am .. suppose i already sleep..
but .. bcoz of my midterm ... Now i still K my book !!!!
Psychology subject made me getting crazy soon ~~~~
Ms Sam said will come out 9 chapters...
Haiz.. even got tips but I still have to read a lots !! a lots ...seriously ....

Haiz...
what can I do ?

sure continue studying la T.T
gods bless me ^^

Be Happy ~

2009-09-11T23:06:00.006+08:00

After read one of my course mate's blog ...
I feel wanna post something too ....

Actually, I am not happy today.
Reason? No reason... just suddenly my mood down itself....

So, I decided go to watch movie with Cat and Yk
The movie - Where Got Ghost - very nice!
Especially the last part, I love it very much.
All Jack Neo's film were very meaningful and worthy to watch.
This movie gave me some inspires like "do you think you can own safety and a healthy body at the same time is a coincidence?
haha.... always do filial our parents.

Now, I still study for my interviewing midterm exam ...
Gambateh !

Happy and Smile Always !

Happy Birthday to Me ~~~

2009-09-02T01:06:00.001+08:00

Thank you to all my dear coursemates ............................. i love you !!!! Muaksssss @@

New Term start ..... haiz...

2009-08-23T21:22:00.001+08:00

OMg.... my holidays finish ady.....so fast?????
haiz.................................................................

now i feel very lazy to study and do anything ler......
aiyayayaaaaaa......................................................

Happy Holidays

2009-07-21T22:37:00.001+08:00

Yeah..finish exam dy.........................

Haha...............

Just back from 1 u ....
Hehe.......shop until pokai liao ...cham =_=

hehe..........

happy holidays to all of u !!!!
C u ya !!!

Happy Birthday to Catrin ^^

2009-06-26T01:41:00.002+08:00

Today is Catrin 22nd birthday ....
Wah.... she is old lady ler ...haha .........................

Wish her happy always ....
pretty always
smile always
healthy always
.................................all d best la ..........................

Hehe .........
Soli, cat.......
My cake seems like not nice ..............
nvm.. i will try again until it looks like perfect !
Haha...........................

Happy Birthday !!
Muaks ...........................................

Grace, Where R U ?

2009-06-23T17:07:00.002+08:00

HELO...GRACE..
are you there ?????

Come Back Lo ......
What you still stay there ????

...........................................................................................

I am not Grace anymore...
Real Grace still at outside...
She haven't back to the reality!
Grace's soul is floating ................
Grace is still daydream-ing........................

When Grace will back??
I guess SOON ........................

..............................................................................................

Haha....nothing to do!!!
Haiz......................... Boring life !!! @@

mid term ...@@

2009-06-22T21:26:00.002+08:00

Today, I'm Not Okay !!!

I really do not have any idea about my mid-term!
Not very easy but also not very hard..
Just need use all theory ..apply all the theory...
Not a easy task for me!!!!

Lucky got a bonus question 5 for me..
If not, sure *&%#*&^$

Haiz..... now I only wish my mid-term not too bad !
GODS BLESS ME ^^

-- SOLI --

2009-06-21T22:04:00.002+08:00

NOW is 10pm...
I was stopped my chapter 5..even left a little bit!
But still need a long time to understand.

Now... i decided to focus on my slide and read again!
If not... 2ml i totally do not have any idea to write..
So better i know sth than i do not at all!!

Well...
I already try my best!

......

JUST TRY MY BEST !!!

Am i also act like that?

2009-06-19T19:21:00.002+08:00

Today, I found that the person that I dislike keep disturb me through msn made me felt frustrated !
Therefore I decided to appear offline!

But, after that .. I felt that I was bad !
Why I act like that?
Do I ever considered a person's feeling?
Do I ever act like him/her???

I started thinking.....and thinking..
When I wanna find someone to chat.....
I never considered that maybe that person never want chat with me!!!
Or maybe he/she also felt frustrated like me!!

Well... Now... I still thinking about this issue!!!

Any comment?? viewers???

Stressful again!

2009-06-17T23:38:00.002+08:00

I am very very tired now..
Feel hard to breathe!

I know...
My friends always said that I always give myself a lot of pressure!

Yes... it is truth!
I know that i shouldn't give myself too much pressure !
But, without all these pressure, i do not whether i still can persist or not!

I wanna persist but i need support!
I need break, I need food ... I need everything!

Give me support..............

wonderful night ~~~

2009-06-17T13:24:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was the most wonderful night that i ever had!

I felt like wanna shouting in front of my friend and say : " i love you, my dear friend! "
U made me feel like I was so important for you!
Yup..it was true!

I was so touching ........
Even that incident was previous misunderstand!
But i was so lucky that i din lost such a good friend like you!

Besides that, I was so surprise that you willing mention this incident again!
I never thought about that!!!!
SO..........................

I wanna let you know........
Friend...................i love you so much!
I believe you will be my best friend until the end of my life!

Friendship forever!! Muakss........................

mid term ... ???

2009-06-15T23:43:00.002+08:00

I am so so depressed right now.
Ya.. i am studying psychology now..
But, mid term is next week!
And i havent finish 2 chapters....

OMG..can someone save me? help me? pray for me?
Well.. i know is open book test !
But, psychology is not the subject that u can copy whole the test!
Before do, we have to understand it!

But...............
This few days .. i was just study chapter 6 only!!!1 only!!!
Seriously, i want to slap myself!
How come??
How come??

I really do not how to sit my midterm exam!
May gods bless me???

Cultural Night - not bad -

2009-06-12T10:58:00.002+08:00

Yesterday we went to cultural night which held by Chinese cultural society!
Compare to last year, this cultural night not bad lo..
at least got a lot of improvement!! haha...

I felt amazing when saw the performance by Youth Ablaze club..
wah..really cool!!
It is not a easy task !
Have to practice a lot...

Other performance
i not really go to watch it..
Until louise's gang , their performance not bad lo!!
My hand very pain because need help them to take video!!!!

One more.. Wang ming zhi got came to this event !
Luckly, i got take photo with him ...
Actually his song is not bad lo..
But i din buy his album la!!
Haha......

Overall.. nice cultural night!
One more event - pool party..this Saturday!

-- Last term result --

2009-06-08T17:44:00.002+08:00

OMG.... really cannot accept the truth!
What i suppose to treat myself???
How come i can be so irresponsible??

Because of some reason...
What actually i should do, i didn't do that!!
In contrast, I did something that actually ....

Haiz... what can i do?
Blame myself?
Slap myself?

Well..........
Because of the camp.
I almost forgot my result!!!

I haven't scold myself!!!
WHY????

Grace???
Wake up......
Wake up....................

Do what u should do!!!!!
Tell yourself .............. 2A .... U must get it!!!!!!
Jiayou!!!

What a Lousy Camp ????!!!!!

2009-06-08T00:41:00.002+08:00

How many times i had convinced myself not to scold myself, blame myself....
But.......... seem like it didn't work!

What a lousy camp that i had joined ?!
Really... unbelievable..

DAMN KNS, DAMN LOUSY, DAMN OUT, DAMN MANAGEMENT.....DAMN...everything
(ps: forgive me have to use "DAMN".)

Thanks GODS!
I had learned a lot of guidance, mistakes, experiences.... from this camp!
I am sure that i will apply all these experiences in my future life!
They are valuable and cannot buy with the money!

I will not regret joined this camp because our purpose was just get things done and because our friends..yao and ph! If not, they thought we really like to join ???

Cheh... How come they can organize a camp and only meeting 3 times???
How come they can be president of state? president of the camp???
How come got people with such personality in this world????
haiz.......................... really unbelievable!!!

I can concluded that this is the worst camp i have joined until now...
I also believe that .... and think that .... no other camp will worse than this camp!!!!!

Learn from mistakes ............
Learn from experiences......................
Learn from everything!!!!!

@@

NO MORE NEXT TIME ......for this kind of camp.....................................................................

Recently ...

2009-06-01T21:12:00.003+08:00

Haiz... These two weeks will be very busy ....
Last week i just went back to my hometown..
This week i will back again coz i have a camp!

Haha... Three of us now playing a role that "see how they organize that camp"..
Haha.. I know that we are bad!! I admitted....hehe

Last term result will be out on Thursday.
I wish to get ...... good result !!!! @@

Now thinking how to complete the Design individual assignment!!
Hopefully she postpone the submission date to next week lol...

Well... recently..
I found that my temper is not so good.
What is the main cause??

Just GODS AND I know the real truth!!!
...................................................................

Btw, I know i have to control my temper no matter what happened!
Just sometimes my emotion really not under my control!
Hope my friends not so care about that! Hehe....

Feel like no mood to study and do my works!
Haiz....
My break seems like isn't enough!

Result is coming soon.................

2009-05-28T22:32:00.003+08:00

Next week .... last term result will out !!!
So scared!!!
I hope I can get what i want!!!
Gods bless me ..................................

.........
Countdown - ing ............................................................

MY new Idol - David Archuleta -

2009-05-27T23:58:00.003+08:00

Besides JJ, he is one of my favorite singer!
He is so young...even younger than me.
Wooo...unbelievable..
His song is so nice and touching!
He makes me crazy to listen his song again and again!!
I really like him very much!

Birth name	David James Archuleta
Born	December 28, 1990 (1990-12-28) United States

Ipoh trip

2009-05-26T14:19:00.004+08:00

Catrin, Suan, Cs and I went to Ipoh during holidays!
We were stayed at YM's house!
The first day we reached her house...
All of our reaction almost same ...
WHY???
When we look at her house floor...
Walao........ I was sure that you also cannot believe that..
How come got house out of dust ???
Never doubt what i mention just now..
It was truth..
Her mother was extremely "GENG" - SUPERWOMAN!!
Her house totally cannot found any dust!!!
If you did not believe me? ask others !!!!

Let talk our Ipoh trip ~~~
Well.. it was fun and wonderful ~~
We ate a lot of famous food like tauge chicken!
We went to many places like Cameron Highland, Lost World of Tambun and San Po Tong!
Besides that, we also bought a lot of famous snacks like Chicken Biscuit and Coffee!

Ipoh trip really fun and I wish I can go to Cameron Highland again!
I miss the rose farm and tea farm.
Hehe....................

Now i am waiting Next Holidays
My next trip -- LANGKAWI --
Countdown ING ...................

Boring life at KD !!

2009-05-19T19:43:00.001+08:00

Aiya, what a boring holidays !
These two days , i really think that i am a FEI REN ...
do nothing here.
Just watching drama, surfing internet, eating, sleeping and bathing!!

So bored!!!
Haiz....
Tomorrow is Wednesday lol...yeah ....

I so excited and cant wait my next trip!!! yeah!!
SO happy @_@

I Love You, Man!

2009-05-17T00:12:00.003+08:00

This movie is very nice and worthy to watch!
So, guys ...don't miss it! if not , you will regret !!

Next movie i wanna watch is
- Obsessed
- Drag to the hell

Yeah....

so boring!!!

2009-05-06T23:55:00.002+08:00

Now i at c c...
want to play restaurant city
but dont know why cannot enter it!
haiz.. why i so pity ???
haha.....

so ..... change my blog template again and again !!
haiz..
i really bored until nothing to do!!!!

well.. now is almost 12am.....
hehe........................................................................

goodnite ..everyone!!! @_@

Holidays....

2009-05-05T01:12:00.001+08:00

Yeah.. 1 more paper....
after that

my holidays....YEAH!!

So happy ......................
I already plan go there go here...haha

Bless me luck for 2ml exam!!!

Good nite everyone!!!
Good luck for those ADP students!!!

S.t.r.e.s.s.......

2009-05-04T23:11:00.002+08:00

I want to cry..

really...
this is the 1st time
i felt that
memorize sth is so difficult to me.

haiz..
No matter how hard,
i still have to do it, overcome it...

May gods bless me...
I need hug, support, food and energy!!!!

PLS pay attention to MY mixpod!

2009-05-03T14:48:00.002+08:00

I not intent to show off that i have music box here.
Just wanna share with you all about this song..

Pls pay attention to my 1st song- THE SHOW
very nice ...

When i go to view MEIBEL's blog
I was attracted by this song!

very nice lor .....

but maybe for you all..... not so nice!

btw..
any new song ??
share with me .....

I love this !! G.R.A.C.E.

2009-05-02T17:54:00.000+08:00

What I love??

Erm... of course is my background picture
I google search it
and finally i found it - (G-R-A-C-E)

I like my name very much
Why?
I do not know
Just like it......................

G
R
A
C
E

My MIXPOD

2009-05-02T09:19:00.000+08:00

yeah.. finally i success add my mixpod in my blog and facebook!
but why i cant put in wretch de?? haiz...

nvm......

try again!! haha...

morning..everyone....
add oil for ur exam!!!